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Tuesday, September 29, 2009

8:57 AM

Just one fine day, I remembered that I had a blog.

I looked through the archives and guessed what I saw?

Events, happenings and feelings that I have forgotten all about.

Hours I have spent reading through the previous entries which revoked memories and details that i have forgotten.

How could I even think about shutting it down?

It records my growing transitions and friends that came and went.

I am going to continue recording every interesting and sad days I had.

Years down the road when I look back, everything will be nothing but delightful memories.

Michel C. 2009

written, mickey*

Sunday, February 08, 2009

4:55 PM

Is it time to say goodbye to my blog?

Everyone seems to have locked theirs!!

I seriously think I am getting old and uglier.

Old for thinking too much and not taking action and uglier because I am unable to forgive.

Every day I think about things that are really insignificant like why am I excluded from the group, why I am still unable to forgive and forget, why this why that..

I am tired of myself.

I have become grumpy, jumpy, petty and concieving.

And I very tired of myself.

I have truly gone past the age of fighting for friends, feeling accepted or maintaining friendships that me, myself cannot fathom thoughts of the person.

From now. I live for myself.

I wish for a clear and light mind.

And I will always remember that I promised myself not to dabble in politics of any sort because I am not made for it.

You know what. I think I am closing my blog when FEB 23 comes.

written, mickey*

Tuesday, January 06, 2009

11:04 PM

GOODBYE 2008, HELLO 2009!

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Well, I might be a little late in this but still better late than never!

2008 was a rather memorable year for me as there were many transitions and emotions involved. I had time to reflect during the long road trips in Australia so I pretty much summarised my 2008 in 11 days.

I vividly remember that I was crying on the New Year Eve of 2007 (Pretty much not a good way to start the year yea?)

Then there was graduation, my taiwan trip and NIE and finally my Australia trip.

Needless to say, the transition from TP to NIE almost got me killed. I am dead serious. I lost count of how many times I cried. But thankfully, there are always people who shine in my times of need and sadness.

Emotions. Now that's the hard one.

I am just going to be transparent here and babble about it.

Well, I saw the cruelness of reality from a friend of 3 years and even though we are not BFF, I am telling you, it sucked. And I took really long to get over it. U made me so so so miserable at the point of time but you know what? I grew from it. No, really. I am not saying this in a spiteful mood. I sincerely thank you for yr friendship and I had fun in the times when we were friends.

I also went through BFF crisis during the mid of 2008. We trashed it out and actually fostered a closer relationship after the ordeal.

I had my share of long distance relationship on my plate. Things get messy when love becomes a four-people game.

So when it comes to an end, my emotions are pretty much drained. But you know what?

With Nothing Lost, There is No Gain.

I never had such clear direction on how and what my life should be.

And with the examination application form thrust in my face, I must and will cut the bullshitting with procrestination.
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It takes three to tango in my life.

Alot of love, Alot of determination, Alot of hope. :)

On a lighter note, I pretty much impress myself with the amount of things I attempted in Australia. (At least it makes up for the feeable things in 2008)

Standing on railway tracks. CHECKED!

Feeding and touching Kangaroos. CHECKED!

Go tunnelling. CHECKED!

Snorkelling at Indian Ocean. CHECKED!

Island exploration. CHECKED!

Sandboarding. CHECKED!

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Its really time to say goodbye.

2009 will be a better one!

written, mickey*

Friday, November 21, 2008

1:56 AM

Thanks for coming back.

No longer a pilot, no longer a flyboy

Just glad to have you back :)

written, mickey*

Thursday, November 13, 2008

9:04 PM

I have EVIDENCE that MY ROOMIE is TORTURING ME!!
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First she squashes me.

Next, she lies on me.

See her face.. Somemore can pose for picture taking?!?!

Peace sign? Not peaceful at all lol.

AHAH! Finally realised that she is caught in action. Ms White Autumn Prawn, you are so abusive! Humph.

And you must be wondering.. We were in Lousia and Lydia's room.

How can they be so cruel to leave me in the brutal hands of my roomie? The always-seemingly-innocent Lousia is happily snapping photos of my torture and laughing at the same time.

And Ms lydia is on the phone, so she is safe from my lamenting.

The night was the most rough, brutal act of humanity could stoop..

It brings me shivers to even think of it...

My life is scarred emotionally, physically, mentally.

JUST KIDDING LA! TO all who are reading! I hoped you guys enjoyed this post and refresh our clouded minds before writing the PORTFOLIO!

JIA YOU!
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written, mickey*

12:28 AM

~WELCOME TO PULAU NTU~

Supposedly, today should be the start of the holidays.

Apparently, something called the PORTFOLIO appeared.

That totally explains why I am still in Pulau NTU when I should be snucked tightly in bed in Pasir Ris.

Here you have it.. A very demented person.

But behind every demented person, there is still a normal side ( I meant face)

See! I do have a normal side :)

Someone asked if this photo below was taken on while lying on the road.

Well... Firstly, I don't take pictures whist lying on the road because there is something called FATAL ACCIDENTS or more commonly HIT AND RUN.

And secondly.. The lying position looks different. We are leaning against the pillar of the MRT station.

Yup. U get the idea la.

Here is the photo log of some of my products.

Sorry if my feet looks huge.

Anyway, Zames.. remember these unglam pics? Hahahah! For you! In yr Face!

Like I always say, ITS OKAY TO BE ULGY! I look shitty inside too!

Its good to know that I am seeing you soon! After 5 months, I wonder how u will look like? I missed you :)

written, mickey*

Wednesday, November 05, 2008

11:16 PM

JUST IGNORE ME

Its a ranting post.

Need some space to do release some unhappiness since there is no way I can verbal vomit to my very very best friend who is physically far away from me.

1. I am sorry I have to say this but EMO PEOPLE PLEASE STAY AWAY FROM ME. I CAN'T STAND IT! PLEASE DON'T THROW YOUR EMO FITS ON ME. EMO PEOPLE WHO GET PEOPLE OUT TO TALK AND END UP KEEPING SILENT SHOULD BE SLAPPED.

I have my fair share of upset/sad days.. but never an emo melon.

2. I am feeling so not inclusive. Its not the first time and its with different groups. Always get a feeling that I am not in tune, not welcomed. J says that I just need one friend and what the rest say or do is not important. Yes i know. But i feel terrible at times.

3. I am so so unhappy in school. Things are just not working out. Always demoralised and always rebutted. I know that the teachers are extremely equipped in their expertise and perhaps that even google and read this. I just want to say, I never want to be a teacher like you. I never felt so unsure and unaffirmed as a human.

How I wish that my very very best friend can tell me that everything is going to be good. We could have fun and laugh at each other. We could play some good music together.

We are still very very best friends even if we are miles and miles apart. And You will always be in my mind. I heart u the most.

Thanks for believing in me even when I drive horrendously, play crap music, give up on riding and dance rubbishly.

written, mickey*